as u all noe today is the DEADLINE<\/b> for lots of assignments…. well… i managed to complete my work but… went to school… saw my frens’ work and i realised tt what i had done cld be better.. pple just spoil market… putting in things tt are not necessary at all… for example: Reflection of the assignment… come on.. we are supposed to do it in class… nvtheless… a nice fren of mine.. informed me at the last minute.. 10 pm last night… and i did that bloody reflection till nearly 2am this morning…<\/p>\n
that’s not all…. coz we need to share our assignment — unit plan… it’s for 5mins only.. and my dearest classmates made really fantastic ppt slides… what abt me??? i came to school with no ppt slides or whatever… i was panic-stricken.. sharing is only worth 10marks… BUT even 1 mark mks a huge diff… as a result.. i skipped lunch and did the ppt slides… which was quite badly done… i only got 1hr to do it… argh… my sharing was a flop…think i’ll get 6\/10… <\/p>\n
the worst is… i was the last to do my unit sharing…. i was so envious.. coz i think i didn’t do enuff preparation… :err1 in the end.. the teacher was very impressed with our class’s sharing… coz.. diploma studenets put in more effort in our work compared to degree students…. it must be the dunno how many times tt i’m hearing this…<\/p>\n
the pt is…. i am so envious of pple who are able to pursue a degrees now.. i mean… if u have a chance… do it well… i want it so much.. and i’m not even near it…. pls do not skip lectures or tutorials… there are many other pple who are deprieved of a university degree…. count your blessings and study hard..<\/p>\n
i look at myself… there’s nothing else i can do… but to only wish and hope tt maybe i’ll be able to cross-over… i feel sad nad embarassed that i’m in NIE.. i can’t even wear short skirts or whatever i like to sch… fearing tt tutors will catch me… parents of students will see me… my youth is gone… <\/p>\n
i want to be a normal girl…. to be able to do something tt i like in future.. i guess… it’ll tk me 5 more years to be able to do so.. <\/p>\n
i can’t help but to think of my A-level rlts again…. i hate being labelled as a ‘JC dropout’…<\/p>\n
on the other hand… life is good.. i realised that alot of pple care for me… esp BH… who sent me a ecard today…<\/p>\n
i’m thankful for frens who bothers to talk to me and ask me how i am…<\/p>\n
i feel glad to meet and see my frens… knowing tt all of them are in uni… and i’m not… u noe what i mean…. <\/p>\n
maybe life is like that… u need to go through some difficulties to truely appreciate what you got right?<\/p>\n
putting all these aside… i still got work to do… my response paper which i haven’t even start on… it’s gonna be a long night again…<\/p>\n
i’m in a depressing mood today..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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