today.. i looked into the mirror… a full-length mirror by the way.. and i realised how awful i look…. argh… <\/p>\n
1) my hair is in a bad state
\n2) i got pimples on my face
\n3) i look fat
\n4) my knees look black (not tt i didn’t wash it)
\n5) i am short<\/p>\n
oh shit.. i didn’t realised how ugly i look untill today! well.. to top it up, my sis was like.. “ur hair is so dry… so disgusting… looks like hay!” yes.. i mean.. i know it’s in a bad state… but i really didn’t know tt it’s this<\/b> bad… :blank1<\/p>\n
yes.. so if u are considering a christmas gift for me… u can get me Xando or Extrim… :err1<\/p>\n
the pt is…..suddenly i got so angry with BH… coz he kept saying i look alright… so he’s like LYING<\/b> to me all the time!!! my mum says i look alright too… that day i met up with my NIE frens… they still thot i rebonded my hair again!!!!! :sad1<\/p>\n
don’t tell me.. 1 week mks such a big difference! stupid BH… Bluff me… :pout1 <\/p>\n
shit i juz can’t get this thought out of my mind!!!! coz being slim and pretty is like everywhere… on TV.. on newspapers…. it’s getting on my nerves!!!!! <\/p>\n
went out with my mum and sis today… i saw those slim and pretty gals… and i got so worried…. geez… i looked at myself.. and i feel even more ugly…. i think i can vomit at my own reflection…still nvm… these gals got bf can… i mean.. their bf are like good looking…and like so ‘teng’ them… then my thots turned wild… and my brain told me… “maybe tt’s y BH don’t care abt you as much as the past” then i conquer that thought by saying “he’s not even good looking or rich…so it doesn’t matter” :mad1<\/p>\n
i sat down and looked at those couples ard me… some are married…. then i looked at their husbands and their wives… u noe what? the husbands are like skinnier than the wives… so the wives are BIGGER in size compared to the husband… i made a conclusion… GET MARRIED AT A LATER AGE SO THAT YOU COULD BE BEAUTIFUL FOR A LONGER TIME<\/b><\/p>\n
i hate going out on sundays sometimes… KIDS JUST PISSED ME OFF<\/b>.. they treat the shopping centres as a playground.. running all over the place…. BLOCKING MY WAY<\/b>.. sorry BUT i am so not sympathetic to these kids… esp those on PRAMS… yes.. so dear parents.. if you want to have kids… pls don’t bring them out…screaming, shouting and crying in public is a shameful or intolerable sight… if you wanna have kids.. jolly well sacrifice and stay at home to take care of them k… if u really must bring them out.. DISCIPLINE THEM.. tie them up in a leash :mad1 thanks for ur kind understanding.. <\/p>\n
so how am i gonna be a teacher if i can’t stand kids…. wahahaha.. the kids will have a good time… dun worry :mad1<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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