usually, BH and i seldom argue abt things… BUT the problem occurs when it’s during HIS<\/i> rushing assignments or exams period.. argh…. it’s like NIE and NUS are like so different.. when i’m free he’s bz.. when he’s bz i am free… :sad1 the worst thing is… nearly all my frens are in NUS… i’m in a pathetic state… what to do? blame it on my A-levels..<\/p>\n
fortunately, my sis is on holiday… which is not really holiday… coz she got 2 go back to school…. anyway, we went for the busker’s festival <\/u>last night… it’s really nice and funny…. if you got nothing better to do… u can go too! coz it’s like FREE<\/b>.. you juz need to put in some money for charity!<\/p>\n
just like a kid… i was hoping that the buskers wld select me for their perfromance.. haha… but on the other hand i was afraid tt they really wld call on me… heeez… i told my sis and she said.. “they’ll only call on couples” true enuff… i didn’t get called.. a little disapted though… then i counter my disappointment with… “if Bh was there, and i got called .. this means that Bh will get called.. it’ll be so paiseh if he buay enthu.. stand there like a stick… the worst thing is… i’ll be telling the whole world that HE is my bf…”<\/i> oh shit.. i’m so mean… <\/p>\n
“an idle mind is a devil’s workshop” <\/i> this quote is very true… so i started thinking abt BH and me… i thought abt the future which i dun know what wld happen<\/i> and felt that if BH isn’t rich and sucessful…i think i wld most probably leave him.. hahaha… aren’t i materalistic… i mean… Bh is a great guy… but so what if he loves me… love can’t give me everything… and this ugly thought leads me to “y stay when you know this r\/s isn’t gonna work…”<\/p>\n
to top this up… BH is taking forever to graduate… he machiam study for soooooo long haven’t graduate yet… it’s like by next june i’ll be working full-time liaoz!!<\/p>\n
so with the above thoughts… i realised that i am too immature to know what love is… i mean… i find it hard to love unconditionally… maybe i haven’t found the right person? <\/p>\n
in short, sometimes i love him.. sometimes i dun.. oohhh… tt’s called unsure of your feelings….it wasn’t like tt when we 1st started… maybe one one gets older… one’s expectations change..<\/p>\n
*whatever i say can be so contradicting… ignore the above shit*<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
and i juz realised that the japan pictures didn’t turn out that well… maybe there shldn’t be any gallery…<\/p>\n
btw.. light blue<\/b><\/i> really smells great.. i’m addicted and i can’t get enuff of it…. ahhh………<\/p>\n
the only thing to look forward to is… we are eating Steamboat<\/b> tonight!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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